I know I shouldn’t yet I can’t stop it. I couldn’t control it,really. Honestly I hate myself so much for being like this.

I need to get rid of everything, every single thing that’s affecting me.

Am getting sick of smiling all day long to prevent others from asking me what happened. I guess I couldn’t even put my feelings into words anymore. No one seems to understand me, not even myself. I need to get on my feet & be back to normal soon, I need my genuine happiness.

I can do it.

(Source: TXIUSHAN.TUMBLR.COM)